Yesterday, I played a concert in a tiny, cozy restaurant. The perfect location for a person in stress recovery. I knew earlier that day, that I should have cancelled and rested instead, but the loyalty to my word came first, so I did it. The post-concert fatigue is quite large and when I finally woke … More I’m About To Willingly Commit The Biggest Personal Sin Of All, Giving Up.
It finally hit me last Monday, who, what and how I am. I’m a master brainstormer. My brain is a constant idea creating super machine. Not being able to do that because of other things, has been a major frustration. At the age of forty one, I’m waking up to the fact that almost every … More Perhaps The Solution To ALL Of Your Problems Is Closer Than You Think?
It just struck me, how I have always let my mind dictate my level of happiness when my super power of endless creativity becomes an irritation when I’m not in a position to execute. Being slowed down by external factors, such as lack of money, is a major contributor to killing ideas in a hopeful … More Understanding How To Utilize The Supercreative Mind When Your Resources Are Very Limited.
When illness strikes hard, stress in my case, our lives can go from activities to isolation overnight, so to speak. It has taken me a few years to lower my pride and ego enough to being able to admit, let alone accept, that there is no deadline of when, or even if, this will be … More Genuine Acceptance Is The First And Most Importance Step In Recovery.
One of the most dreadful extinential crisis a human being can endure, is a life of no meaning. This state is temporary like all others, but regardless of the state’s timeframe, it certainly feels eternal when we are in it. I have created a solution to that. When there is no meaning to be found … More Lack Of Purpose Can Be Transformed Into Meaning.
I’m one of these people that choose a perpetual limbo between damaging and healthy doubt. Damaging doubt is everything in our minds that holds us back from improving our lives and healthy doubt is the will to question ourselves for the sake of personal growth. A prime example would be wondering if this article is … More How Deep Far Down The Rabbit Hole Are You Willing To Go For Self Awareness?
After a very long period of just hanging in there, patiently awaiting my lifestyle choices to finally bear fruit and reach the necessary momentum to take on a project that has been on hold for a few years, I’m finally motivated enough on a daily basis to take a few baby steps consistently and persistently. … More How I’m Developing A Sustainable Momentum.
We all know what it takes for life to move forward, for us to get closer to that life we dream about. It takes clarity and energy for the foundation and then consistency, discipline, patience and many other factors to keep moving. Some of us aren’t even on square one. It can be depression, stress, … More This Thing With Being Stuck In A Mental Blob When You Want Success
So you have big dreams and a hard time even starting, because you don’t have the energy it takes to execute? Me too, welcome to the club. Besides eradicating depression by 2025 and travelling the world playing music every day, I would also love to cut a large hole in the wall between Palestine and … More Success Motivation For Low Energy People.
As a guitarist for 26 years and quite good one at that, I had a very uncomfortable moment of failure three weeks ago. I was at a blues jam session, twice as old as most of the others and social anxiety gathered inside of me as I waited my turn on the guitar. By the … More The Illusion Of Failure