Just a quick post in case people are wondering. After some serious thinking for quite some time, I’ve decided to abandon my mission on documenting and sharing my discoveries on how to go from a mental health hell, towards a rather good life on a daily basis, for the following reasons: It has been impossible … More Abandoning Mission.
It dawned upon me today, that every time I have judged someone, I’ve always had some issues myself, and usually something worse than what I have judged. We judge so that other people can’t expose the real issues in the context. About 6 years ago, my daughter’s mom went picking her up in the kindergarten, … More Judgemental People Are The Most Interesting.
Yesterday, I played a concert in a tiny, cozy restaurant. The perfect location for a person in stress recovery. I knew earlier that day, that I should have cancelled and rested instead, but the loyalty to my word came first, so I did it. The post-concert fatigue is quite large and when I finally woke … More I’m About To Willingly Commit The Biggest Personal Sin Of All, Giving Up.
Most of the things I used to do and used to love to do, haven’t been possible for a few years now. Yesterday night, I went out with the guitar to earn some cash on the streets, playing cover songs for drunk people. After two songs, that particular electrified feeling in the forehead began. What … More Finding Happiness When Ill Health Changes Your Entire Life.
Let’s imagine a young talented artist, with original music. What does it take for that person to become famous in today’s world? Great content to begin with, a hit song, that can be recorded, mixed, mastered and released for so little money today, you really only need a part time job to pay for it, … More Will Record Labels And Streaming Platforms Survive The Next Five Years?
“Through one mental and practical adversity after the other, I have managed to put a variety of teachings and tools into motion. No longer am I the fearful doormat, but a lethal sword of determination.” … More Embrace The Slow Build And Lower Your Ego For Success.
It’s been seven days since I came to terms with what I am deepest inside, my core in it’s purest form. A master brainstormer. This discovery has re-written the entire course of my life. See, I thought I was a guitarist, but it turns out I was an improviser all along, using the guitar because … More Knowing Who, What And How You Are, Changes Everything.
After an endless search in all the right and wrong places, I came to a very simple realization on figuring out what kind of a life to live. It turns out that what I love more to do than anything, is to set my mind free on exploring ideas, associating thoughts. Whether it’s dreaming, thinking, … More The First Steps In Becoming Self Aware. Who, What And How Are You? Personal Growth And Breaking Points Examined.
It finally hit me last Monday, who, what and how I am. I’m a master brainstormer. My brain is a constant idea creating super machine. Not being able to do that because of other things, has been a major frustration. At the age of forty one, I’m waking up to the fact that almost every … More Perhaps The Solution To ALL Of Your Problems Is Closer Than You Think?
It just struck me, how I have always let my mind dictate my level of happiness when my super power of endless creativity becomes an irritation when I’m not in a position to execute. Being slowed down by external factors, such as lack of money, is a major contributor to killing ideas in a hopeful … More Understanding How To Utilize The Supercreative Mind When Your Resources Are Very Limited.